lala- gb rockedd today. but some "pissifying" parts la yupp. why must some PEOPLE be so aa ? in front of SO many people. and then. do tt kind of stuff. ya la, hang with famous pple and you`l get famous yourself. crap. anways ... hmm so nice cheer. ibg lala okie la LOL. singspiration woo! lol na na na na na na na .. lol. ._. alaalaa. badgework. then change to uni le! wakakaka so gaoxiao leii. i prefer no caps, haversack and belt. it look MUCH nicer loll. >.<" lala then rehearsal for the sunday enrolment thingie. ya. lolz. okies gb was basically lidat larz so i end for gb le.

lala- sch was okies. i still ap la wa laos.. why cant i just control my "emptyness" and friggin "mood" which i hate really alot. ar lah heck care larx. no link to schl lsns.

hmmmx. firstly was music lor. so basically we slacked and thot craps for the "project". so sueyy to be in tony jinghan and chun kit grp. grr. sueyy la. SUEYY la. owells. then pe. was CRAP. ran two rds. things hpnd. yups. then the soccer? FREAK. i feel so... frustrated and agitated. BAHHH.

recess went counselling center to do the history thingie. stomach felt so hungry yet so bloated. felt sick. owells. ya. then was science. spa test. sucked. then history. the skit. haha gaoxiao skits. yup. then recess.. flared up again... ap is wad u deserve is it. then english is shit la mrs chong wad tokgong sia i wasnt really listening. loll. monday english test! formal/ informal writing. it really really sucks.

you will owaes be by my side, won't you? promise me you will. please-

i ap-ed throughout the day, until after school. starting of school i didnt talk to yunica much , due to my stupidity and ap-n es s. uh huh. i suppose that i just didnt felt like talking? last time i was like so high and laughing through the lsns. but now... i just feel lyk closing my eyes... and can never open it again. i just wanna rest . rest . for life. grown ups dont understand wad kind of pressure we are facing and they just take it for granted that we are like strong kids who can handle any SHIT. right. any shit. s-h-i-t. crap...

i really donno wads the reason behind my pissified mood and ap-ness. some things in class just don seem RIGHT. and i`m really veri veri veri piss off by it. why cant things turn for the better? is this really the right schl for me? do i ever belong here... can pple see me? am i invisible? why? why? why?

today_

announcement ahband + gb results. blahhx.

lsns was crap. except got to see tab sewing some cloth in the needle work rm near the geog rm.

then lsns... blahh. crap tingxie. i didnt really learn ytd.

recess... dnt... crapped arnd... poked myself.. dunno why got one small dot of blood. uh huh. ate acrylic i suppose. loll. evry 1 ate acrylic! toxicated and die man.

librarian duty... sian.

cme cher din come 1period free... lisa yuni went out... cheryl reported to mrs chong.. they kena...

sci remedial... do ws..

aft tt i ate lunch wif yuni and lisa. then slacked arnd. saw scs. supposed tabs was in schl? yipeng said she saw tabs. so yar. we played talked crapped arnd the whole aftnn. then dad fetched me. tabs rawkkx. oh ya. clarice was thr too. doing the speakers' corner banner. heckcare. loll. X)

and so... i was looking at the pictures in my hp and i almost. cried. almost. nahh i didnt. i was thinking like how frens meant. how impt they are. most imptly how tabs yuni lisa yipeng was doing.

friends rawkx.

God bless yall.

im so f***en pissed la. crap shit freak ass grr.


ppl vote me? lyk YEAH RIGGGGHHHT i have the qualities. lyk RIGHHHHHHHHHHHHT.


happy birthday shiyeng n margeret jie...


had cell grp wif nat and lisa... hmm... got home late.. kena daddie scold...


i feel so alone yet friends will surround as i feel down. i wonder if they are true ? will they really stand by me, always?


i ap-ed lisa aft the "celebration" for bdae. i wanted to stay to see their drill. but lisa wanted me to go. drag me sia. craps.

ok la, it was ok. but i sort of ...

p-i-s-s-i-f-i-e-d


owells. someone`s trying to pissify me by talking crap with no relation AT ALL to me..`

sorrie to whom i ap-ed today. and sorrie to whom i was too good to today.

God be with me i'd rather Him than any other betray-able friends.

God bless

today went to the katong special schl.. hehhs.. yyuppz. haha the people were so enthu!! ahh!! lols i felt like... a senior. lols.. (: the peeps were cute. hehhs. the sing along so fUnNy sia.. lol we acted our play la. while we were stil pulling some kids to the hall they started singing liao. lol. then act.. then sing agn! wooohx. haha. =) yupps. haiyooZ... some kids arh.. >.<" loL dunno how to saY lor. but overall they are OK!! haaha.

yups. aft debriefing we wait for bus.. then bus lai le jiu drizzle. omg the metal covering for cover the drain de wet wet and i slipped and fell. kao eh. freaaaak la. owell. i landed on my butt. LOL. lala- its NOT painful can? haha... X)) yupps. board bus le. frigging noisy. lolz. i dunno wad i did lor. lol the "guyyys" so aa can. ya lor. grr.

reach schl le! saw bb them. i was like, thanks for welcoming me !! (i wave) i wanna thank my mom.. dad.. ... LOL. i so ... lame. yar. then saw ppl at the concourse. i was still like, THANKEWW THANKEWW. lol. didnt see tab then saw when caleena pointed out, TABITHA!! lol. i was like, NA LI NA LI? xP aft tt i went to change lor. then suddenly found out.. they nv do noticeboard yet lol. sock said she went up and see... BLANK. lol righhht... yups. then ltr they started on it. yuni me lisa and yipeng were like slacking ard the schl. -___- we walked ard.. see tab sock edi ... trudii. cath... woohx. haha.

sryy worh edi. sryyss...!! haha. forgive the juniors la. lols.

lala- my butt so not pain can. x)

wad an enjoyable day it was!

boos!! haha so happie Gb 65th coy got Gold for banner comp!! nrt got silver is it? gb de, lets SCREAMM tuesday mann!! ANNOUNEMENT TIME.. Girls brigade got Gold for ... -_- ok im TOO high. YAY we RAWKKX LOR!!! (: SMILEX GB DE!! haha.

aiyox. Geog still hvnt read finish. siannz. tmr cannot drill sia. boo hoo. lol. go katong special schl. how.. interesting. yup. lolZ. aiya. today .. jiu shi zhe yang lor. haha was looking thru my hp album then saw all sorts of pics. haha. so gaoxiao. aiyoox im really SO SIAN i dun wan to read tht DARN geog book. see le jiu sian. *screams*

haha forgot to write that i tried out my gb u aft my mom helped me alter it. yup, its okie! haha.. then i took 2 pic wif my hp. lame.. lol. haha it looks okie.. X) my mom say looks smart. woahx. haha. =) i look forward to enrolment...? NOT. lolx.. haha i just crapping lolx lala-

aiyox.. today was a useless day man.. im so useless... i havent done any homework till now... i have chinese letter , summary skills and history workbook.. worse still monday geog test... omans im SSOO gonna fail it and its like i failed 2 tests this month? maths was okay. -_- yupx. so ... im lyk, wad the heck la so many chapters. 10+ man. craps. owells. nevermind.

i PROMISE i`m gna start on my letter. im lyk started alr la. =/ yup so i gna FINISH it. hope so. yup. wunder how did the nrt people and banner ppl did? hope they did well man... =D gb 65th can do it!! yeps. wait for our announcement .. on tuesday! wahahx. =) lolx. i just watched a meaningful show. and i dunno wad name again ? haha. evry thing that happened. it`s all destiny man. destiny. X)

owellx. erm. im so sian larh. and i dun wan to do hw!! ahh.. haiix. lala.. lolx... darn the chinese letter sia. da biann. haha. my jie go bangkok sia. so good. hmm. returning on monday. yup. haiiyoo surely got presents for us de. haha!! x)) haha. im awaiting for someone to online.. haha.. xD acty i dunno tt psn will ol anot just.. play and see lor. lol. i`v got stuffs to do anywayy.. ahha.

boox... i cant even see my video. heck care la. some can right. yea la.
yup. so today had first thing english. hrmmx. didnt really tok alot. esp to yuni. i didnt .. yup. then pe.. i ran wif lisa wanling cheryl.. then aft tt is sci lab. oki lor. then was art. darn art. lolx mine so ugly. then do the shades and tone de. wad art hw we have?? lol... then was recess.. saw tabby and popo!! =D so happie sia. drmt of tabby last night agn. si liao. lolz. oki. then was HCL. ting xie.. i didnt really learn ytd but it was oki.. i looked abit at it before the ting xie. then filing of files.. sux la. cher let us go five minutes earlier. had gb. wad liao. i fell agn. boos. not veri painful. on my left knee and right palm. oki fine. then tt time went counselling center tt time i ran up the stairs. i banged agnst my right hip bone. so i was like, omg both hip bones.. then i cover the two hip bones and say ahhh.. im dying.. lolz.. xP oki im craps la. then gb rollcall. singspiration. IBG. so funny sia. audrey come close up to me for wad leii? haha. so cute nehh. ltr got toothpick. had to pass the rubberband thru the toothpick. aiyahs. we all so lan. lolx. then ltr no tym le last station we all say cheer for gb then jiu ok le. then had break and then gb knowledge test! eerkks. so lan llor me i quite a few blanks. aft tt we go thru the enrolment service procedure. so luan. hehes huiyin so cute la nid phonebook put thr. x)) no offence leii oki oki. then ltr peiwen jie say wan see me and chelsia. thot wad happen. she say all pass la. then vesper. then ltr we go meet peiwen jie then is chelsia and i left the principals of gb blank.. she not v satisfied so wan us tuesday go meet her and then tell her principal of gb and the badge de stuffs. yup. oki lor. then go home. then eat le jiu ol lor. so sian sia. craps. this skin is abit ... sweet for me? i maybe finding a rough de. suuitable for me. then i shall stay long long on the one i think ok for me de.

p.s sihui ahha dun think i dunno all the stuffs u do horhh.. lolx.. gaoxiao leii. =D so cute de sihui muahaha. =) smilex...